lovely activities planned from Thurs-Sun including a friend’s gig, a BBQ and lunch with a friend who’s been away for two years
i live 200m from the beach and it’s beach weather for 18 hours a day at the moment
bad:
work really is a feast and a famine for me and it’s back to famine after a period of feast. could really do with a break from the freelance life
lil’ lonely. went clubbing on my own on saturday and hiking on my own on sunday (was actually good fun and i enjoy time alone, but still a lonely thing to reflect on)
+ My daughter is three and a half weeks old and she is just the most wonderful little creature who I love so much it’s overwhelming
+ TV and I are a great parenting team
- I am profoundly tired. About to go for a nap between getting home from work and eating dinner
- Feel guilty about the bits of baby raising which are foisted necessarily on the TV and the fact I was only able to take 2 weeks of pseudo paternity leave
Tonbridge fixtures released on Wednesday, so I can plan my next year around them and get excited for groundhopping
Bad:
I made a relatively small but major error with an email at work (the first time I’ve done it in hundreds of emails) and while it could have been quite literally hundreds of times worse in scale, the client is fucking livid, my friend is getting the blame even though it’s not her fault at all, and worst of all it’s something I’ve been trying to get them to outsource for months and they haven’t and even off the back of this they still won’t. Feel like shit.
my best mate sent a distressing message earlier so now I’m back on high risk alert
