Yeah me too.
Sometimes it’s alright being a loner and spending a lot of time by yourself but I do worry about what will happen when I get older.
Day to day I find easier as I’ve got older, doesn’t bother me too much to be out of touch with people and society that goes on around me but sometimes the realisation of just how old I am and how few connections I have to anything gives me a really sick feeling in my stomach. Mostly try to bury this feeling deep down and focus on the present though.
So yeah, if you are finding it tough being alone and feeling like life is leaving you behind then I understand