Ahhh.
I only have enough money for booze at the weekend. Thatâs all I currently live for.
I usually deduct all my outgoings for the month on payday and then divide whatâs left by the amount of days until next payday. I keep going to do it this month and then remembering thereâs not going to be another payday, at least not until the end of September 
Suddenly hit the skids a bit financially after three years of being okay. Still got a regular income, so shouldnât moan, but lost my head a bit for about three or four months and did a few grand in on top of my wages. Stupid shit, like extravagant meals, too many nights out, betting, spending every weekend on the piss. Silly really. Stupid cunt. I guess things could be a lot worse, but a bit gutted.