have no idea where to post this as its so heavy, but I suppose here would be the most appropriate place - tw: death, just properly horrid, heavy shit:
so my great aunt and uncle, one of whose newly born kittens I’m adopting (detailed up-thread) ‘euthanized’ the second and only other kitten that I was unable to adopt. just found out this morning. apparently the family vet gave it an injection and its now dead. purely because they didn’t want more cats on the farm. honestly had absolutely no idea that they’d do something or be a capable or something like that, since (apart from not spaying their animals ofc), they always seemed like responsible animal owners.
I have absolutely no idea what to do now. I was supposed to be visiting them this afternoon and bringing them a blanket but fucking that off obviously. I dunno how I can go through his process now without knowing that I was responsible for the death of the other kitten because I couldn’t adopt it too - they wanted me to take both but I couldn’t for a few reasons. If I don’t continue with adopting the surviving kitten, then I assume it’ll meet the same fate, but how am I supposed to go there with a smile on my face like everything is hunky dory and they’re not kitten killers. imagine what the mother-cat must be feeling.
there’s not a lot I can do, like from a legal standpoint. I’m not gonna grass up my family as I’ve been really close to them and it would destroy relationships that my grandparents in particular depend on.
fuck me, just wanna cry.