yeah, i’m working on it.
i’m generally having a bit bit of a mad crisis of confidence atm, which is affecting lots of areas of my life but is ow having a worrying impact on my riding. i haven’t been out for about a fortnight because every time i kit up i’m hit by massive waves of anxiety and despair and the crippling feeling that i don’t know how to do it anymore.
it’s scaring me a bit because since getting back on the bike last year, cycling has been my main weapon against depression/anxiety stuff, and i could really do with having one area of my life that it doesn’t seem to permeate so easily.
probably just need to rule #5 it (i know, i know), tbqfh
(edit: sorry @rich-t, this wasn’t really all intended as a response to you!)