Thing is, I am not worried about the fitness aspect as I would probably start off just with 10km rides at a comfortable pace. It is the cars I am worried about, and thr pedestrians, dog walkers, crappy pavements, postboxes in the middle of cycle paths, the fact the I have never really mastered stating and stopping…
Kind of feel like I would be more comfortable if I went ahead and got a new bike that wasn’t a bit too bignfor me, but am worried it would be a waste of I didn’t get my confidence back.
Basically my brain just likes to sabotage me.