look colossalhorse, you don’t know what it’s like. im the one out there every day putting his ass on the line. and im not out of order, youre out of order. the whole freaking system is out of order. you want the truth? you want the truth? you cant HANDLE the truth! coz when you reach over and put your hand into a pile of goo that was your best friends face, you’ll know what to do. forget it, colossalhorse, it’s chinatown