I Almost there.
I’m glad that I decided to do this, I work in a bar and dug myself into a bit of a hole where I was drinking every day during and and after work, which would quite often lead into the buying/taking of the illegal susbtances. Got into a pretty bad place and made a few big mistakes.
This month I’ve managed to avoid all that shit, have still managed to hang out with friends (I went to the pub for 6 hours with pals, that were all drinking, the other night and didn’t touch a drop!), went to a gig on my own (prime awkward drink a lot situation) and have finally gotten round to speaking to a doctor about my mental health and can hopefully start to make some progress with getting ye olde lyfei back on track.
Ultimately I think the main thing I can take from this is that I can do social situations without alcohol, they might be a bit harder sometimes but I don’t need to end up in Nice n Sleazys drinking an entire bottle of Buckfast to myself and taking gear after originally going to the pub for one at 5pm to have a good time.
Going to a gig on Wednesday night and can’t decide whether or not to have a beer when the clock strikes midnight or hold out until after my next doctors appointment on the 7th of Feb.
Sorry for the big rambly overshare. Hope everyone is doing well regardless of how much they’re drinking tonight.