Weird morning. Went to a meeting at R’s preschool and volunteered to be on their committee and not sure if that is a good idea.
Then dropping R off with his dad and had to stay with them a while and go into the supermarket with them and it was mildly traumatic call back to the way he used to be with me. And to compound the uncomfortable past raking up I am now on the bus I used to have to get to work sometimes. Feel dizzy and sick, stress ate a load of junk to try calm down which was a mistake.