Evening!


#1

It’s finally the weekend. Here’s my plans:

. catch up with a friend and maybe play some squash if my knee is up to it
. see my other friend who is unwell and maybe watch an arty foreign film
. cook a killer bacon sandwich
. pull up all the weeds in my front garden
. eat nachos

I hope you have some stuff that’s at least as exciting planned?


#2

Going to the queer punk night at vogue fabrics, going to try and score some pills and just forget the world for a bit
Before that though a shower and a nice bowl of soup


#3

that sounds more exciting than my life, well done mate! I would come with you but I dunno pilled up life sounds a bit scary


#4

bf’s working in a pub so just me and the cat tonight. just eating some food (a little bit of the pasta my bf didnt finish, two onion bajis, half a garlic bread, will probably eat more later). gonna do some organisational stuff and see how i feel. i’m worried there’s something seriously wrong with my brain. it’s not normal to have a headache for a week.


#5

(I’m already on a bit of xanax but I’m keeping it very hushed because my flatmate would go volcanic if he knew I was back on them but I am a bad and naughty weak willed man)


#6

As mentioned in the other thread, I have work tonight and then again on Sunday. Hopefully seeing some films tomorrow.


#7

Oh and I have a massive chocolate bar waiting for me in work (this is not a euphemism)


#8

You registered with a surgery in Oxford yet DB? A terrible walk-in centre is your friend if not.


#9

yeah I registered, just not had time to go yet


#10

onion baji mmm tasty! how’s the degree going?


#11

what films are you seeing?


#12

you’re a lovely chap Ruffers x


#13

Don’t remember what I have tickets for but it’s a festival


#14

its going ok. was really really anxious earlier in the week and had a panic attack but i’m gradually getting better i think…


#15

Forgive me if this sounds patronising but I wouldn’t put this off any longer.


#16

im gonna call 111 in a bit i think. i’m not in any pain at the moment, just fuzzy brain and i get dizzy easily.


#17

Oh btw, seeing as we’re all a bunch of screwed up misfits in here; anyone ever done any cognitive therapy? I’m starting it soon and don’t really know what to expect tbh.


#18

I think I did for a bit, not sure. You seem like one of the most mentally well-balanced people on here tbh!


#19

Took all my willpower to not go out but I’ve made it! Just hope no-one calls/texts and I crack!

Dunno what I’m gonna do? Probs watch football, do a bit of painting then head to bed and try to make the most of the weekend :dancing_women:


#20

just gonna get the beers in, brb