today i’ve felt like i do when i get dumped. the worst kind of listlessness and sadness and anger and confusion. just been watching Hunger Games movies (x2 so far) and catching up on Masterchef. early night for sure. what are yous up to?
also, does anyone have any recommendations for charming coastal places in the Highlands that are not too expensive to stay in, easy to get to from Inverness via public transport but feels fairly remote, and have nice scenic views of the sea?
Got dauphinois in the oven, gonna make pork steaks with a stuffing crust and watch trashy TV. Thought Mrs F would still be crushingly upset (she is to a degree, obv) but it turns out she had like an hour long joint rant with my dad on the phone earlier and got it out of her system a bit
I went for a walk and did some music making (forgot how therapeutic it can be). Mainly it for today tbh. Glad I didnt have to go to work (though none of my colleagues are tories).
I’ve spent the past couple of hours trying to learn how to play this because there’s something about Mark Hollis’ voice that reconnects me with the humanity in people. Much needed after the past 24 hours.
I can’t play piano so it’s been slow going but nice.
Marinating some tempeh for dinner. Drinking a beer. Feeling upset but determined to do positive things.
Friday the 13th part 4 feat Corey Feldman and Crispin Glover. Just consumed a curry and now got a nice glass of wine.
TO BE HONEST, I’m in on my own and I wish I wasn’t. I went to the supermarket earlier and there was a bunch of youngers buying boxes of beer obviously on their way out for all kinds of fun, I was well jealous.
Evening all, finally pulled myself together after a really good hangover and the realisation of what is to come. Potentially a chippy tea if the chippy isn’t rammed and a rewatch of once upon a time in america this evening.
Just found out that one of my best pals and his wife are expecting a baby after 5 years of ivf and burst into proper wailing tears. Really needed something like that to happen
