WFH. Took it super easy with alcohol last night at the Xmas party in order to not be a total mess today.
I’m gonna go for a little run and then I have an appointment with the bank and then getting my hair dyed. Just remembered I have doughnuts!
Distract yourself. Don’t drink too much today. Tell a friend you care for them x
My head hurts, from not sleeping and drinking too much. Trying to turn my anger and upset into…something. Taking solace that Gateshead and Newcastle area remained Labour on the whole, the smallest silver lining that doesn’t start to help. Hope everyone takes care of themselves today x
Seeing Richard Dawson tonight, that’s keeping me going.
I never ever ever want my Christmas party to coincide with an election again.
I went into a tree trunk to see the exit poll, expecting to be there for a weepy 10 minutes, was so shocked by the scale of it that I was there a lot longer and ended up ringing a friend to vent. Did not realise how long I’d been out there for and while I was on the phone everyone was looking for me and got quite upset/angry with my disappearance
Spent the evening crying on dancefloors, in bathrooms, outside the club, in the taxi and finally on the sofa.
I don’t want to face working from home. I have no will to get out of bed
Feel dreadful. WFH, hoping not to talk to anyone, but I can already imagine excited cunts will be asking me to analyse the effect of this result. Got therapy at noon. Not really sure what to talk about. might just try to learn to meditate for 50 mins.
Our Christmas do was before the election results. If you’ve ever been on the Oblivion at Alton Towers, you’ll be able to grasp the emotional journey I went on.