I canāt say Iāve ever thought about it to that extent but you may be right. There is a bleakness to his output that appeals to me the same way the inherent bleakness in a lot of black metal, even when heās singing about love you can tell itās not all sunshine and roses.
I find it very hard to explain or rationalise, even to myself, why certain music or genres or even specific albums resonate with me. The Lioness for example can reduce me to an emotional wreck if Iām in a particular frame of mind, but not due to any memories associated with the album like other albums that can achieve the same effect. As much as I love Molinaās output, no other release of his has quite the same effect, and I canāt explain why. It just tweaks exactly the right sections in my brain.