Seems to have turned a bit of a corner.
Still very down about a few personal things (financial, friendships, underlying family issues, health issues, my cat), but a lot of pressure has eased for the time being at work which has helped (although it's about to ramp up again) and I've completed a house move which was a weight off my shoulders.
Very glad to be up a bit though (due to work but also a bit more time with some close friends recently, along with getting a few gigs in and doing the recording which has all been positive). Earlier this year I was close to where I was 2 years ago which was a very dark place indeed
CW severe depression
Where I used my crohn's to hide an attempt which left me in hospital and I only just told someone for the first time more recently and I think getting that off my chest also kind of helped.
Really grateful for this place, and I'm so sorry to hear some of you are really struggling. I know I'm closer to some of you more than others but no matter who or what I'm always happy to listen or help and support any way I can.