Hi sorry been trying to avoid any trace of myself on the internet since posting that. I’ve not seen anyone since I came off meds about a year ago, should probably go back. Agree with the life not having to be that serious thing, it helps to remind myself of that, although I think it’s better for me to just watch films and stuff rather than try to have fun as such because it always ends up worse in the end. Feel like isolating myself just saves shame and embarrassment though, like I’d really like to move to a different city and never talk to anyone. Maybe then I could enjoy going for a walk or something then.
Dropped out a couple of years ago but I’m going to stick with it this time because it’ll be a long time after university anyway won’t it.
Don’t really desire to be happy anymore, just trying to find a bit of stability and comfort.