Back on SSRIs (sertraline) after a 3 second appointment with a (not 'my') GP.
Also asked for referral for CBT which I think would/will be great, but feel like I need something to tide me over in the meantime. Only took my first one this morning and feeling pretty weird already—most likely psychosomatic as I was fairly symptomless last time around.
Feels like the right choice given how weird and basically unpleasant my life has felt since stopping taking them, but I do have nagging feelings/thoughts that I'm "giving up" or buying into the nonsense pharmaceutical-industrial complex or etc. etc.
Fuck it—I want to feel better!