apologies in advance for this, but just need to offload somewhere. i really don’t know what to do anymore. i hate my job and can barely afford to live on the pittance they pay me, but am so worn out and find the job hunting process so soul destroying that i don’t really hold out much hope of finding anything better.
five years after moving down here i still don’t really anybody other than people i know through my partner (or people from work) and tbh that all feels like it’s all totally falling apart. i’ve long since given up trying to talk to my family about mental health stuff.
dis has been a really valuable thing for me in the last year or so, but recently with all the fallout from the selfie thread (which i recognise was much needed) followed by all the jared o’mara stuff, this is all feeling pretty unstable now as well.
i just feel completely alone and i don’t know how much longer i can keep going. i’m so tired.