not feeling too bad for once just now, I guess I’m just making a note to myself here and checking in:
Was home (as in Scotland) for 48 hours at the weekend and saw lots of great people and generally had a good time, but lamented how I didn’t have enough time to do everything or very much of one thing and that I do miss it (or at least, things about it) often. Given I was at a friend’s wedding inevitable thoughts about the future came up, something that generally terrifies me.
Meanwhile, in the background I’m kinda dealing with a professional stress and situation I unwittingly caused myself and still isn’t really resolved despite my best efforts. Don’t really know what to do about it because I don’t want to keep going on about it and seem needy but I don’t really know where I stand with it all now.
University is ok, i guess, but still don’t feel totally comfortable there.