IHad a quite sad and pathetic thing recently
I met an Aussie girl a few months back and we hit it off quite quickly. A couple of dates in she revealed that she was in an open relationship with her bf back in Australia, and he would be joining her in a few weeks. They’re apparently basically platonic companions. She said she wanted to see me as much as possible before that time, and I just went with it. I’m quite an impulsive short termist and was enjoying her company. Of course, we grew closer and were seeing each other every other day. Her bf arrived and we agreed that we would give each other space for a while to see how things turned out, communicating a few times in the first weeks.
Over that time I tried to busy myself with other things, went on a few dates etc. But didn’t really forget her.
On Friday we saw each other at a gig for the first time in a few months, I decided not to approach her. She texted me after the gig, and we exchanged a few texts over the last few days. We both seem conflicted, both want to see each other but idk. I’m not sure if being a part of this kind of set up is what I want, and I think she feels that I would get upset at some point, which is possible.
The last text was a bit of a mindfuck, a weird mix of ‘I want to see you’ and ‘it’s wrong’ and ‘unhealthy’, I think trying to draw a line in the sand.
Anyway dating in London is gr8