I don’t think I’ve had more than about 3 hours, heavily broken, sleep. Bloody teething.
boss has asked that I give them a couple of days to pull together some counteroffers, and out of respect I have to give them that. However I’m now wracked with indecision and (probably not helped by my completely sleep deprived state and the fact I’ve been ill for about 4 weeks now) I’m feeling like I’m not strong enough for this decision. And actually I’m starting to think I’m crazy for even contemplating taking on a shiny new role with new people to impress when I haven’t even managed to brush my hair this morning, I’ve already cried twice in the loos and been sick once, and am in total and complete disarray. Happy days.