Thanks Kerms! She is just so relentlessly negative about everything (which obviously isn’t her fault, it’s awful being old and lonely, but it’s hard to listen to esp when I’m not feeling great anyway), our conversations go around in circles and I hear the same things every time we talk. Every time. Also she keeps asking if I’ve been on holiday or off gallivanting and it’s been hard not to cry when she’s asked at the height of lock down while I was feeling so down and missing my friends and family so much 
Apologies for the essay, just need to rant.
And you look great! Love your hair colours 
