Yes, you really do! I understand though, we all do it. You’ll get where you want to be eventually, I promise. You’ve had a bit of a whirlwind lately, no? you moved abroad and did an internship (I think), then you instantly moved to London and got yourself a job… I know it’s not what you want to be doing but my god, that’s so impressive! You’ve done loads and you’ve moved somewhere new! there’ll be an adjustment period, it’s always hard moving somewhere new and starting a new job. Phew.