Also, can’t stop thinking (psycho-babbling really) about my new job which is now only 7 work days away
trying to keep chill about it & save all that energy and imagination until when I actually start being paid to do it but the urge to jump the gun is enormous and I’m strangely feeling that I should be way more anxious about it than I am - getting a little anxious that I’m not more anxious, it’s such a massive responsibility.
Also, I am psychologically fully over my current position. Don’t know how I’m going to focus on it for the rest of this week & next (though my boss says he fully understands), just wrap things up I guess.
Well whatever, I don’t even know who I’m talking to here. Maybe I’m still semi-fever delirious