Exam result today and I’m fucking bricking it because it’s a total disaster if I’ve failed. Bet they wait until mid afternoon to send out results.
Also bricking it because event is tomorrow and there are so many small neuroses that have piled up into a hugely weighty mountain of dread.
Normally I do deep breaths in moments like these but recently deep breaths have made me want to pass out because I’m feeling so suffocated by stuff (Countdown/exam).
I should have been celebrating an amazing week at work but these things have buried me
I will be a total mess if I’ve failed the exam