i’ve come close to going off the deep end a few times due to MH, but what happened back in april genuinely scared me because i was in a good place, with my GF, chilling at home when it happened. we’d had a nice bbq and i sparked up and bang, the world just fell in on my head. my mind wasn’t just racing, it was raving at me. i could almost feel it buckling. my gf kept making me coffees and playing me songs i like, bless her, until i started to return to earth and sober up a bit. went to the pub that night and it was bleak af, i wasn’t stoned but i was really unsettled, and for the week after i couldn’t sleep, very jumpy, very depressed too.
edit: later found out from my dealer that other people had reported the same effects to him, he’s actually a nice guy so he felt really guilty, promised not to sell that strain anymore.
but yeah, eternal fuck to the 'roid weed, gimme the nice hash or grass any time.