Yeah, well I guess I’m more of an syndicalist than an outright anarchist (I’m not really anti the existence of states), but yeah as someone who has been heavily involved in organising in the past and who has basically been disappointed and let down (and sometimes horrified) by other self-appointed anarchists a lot of times in the past (from petty stuff like turning the whole thing into an exercise in social capital and posturing, to way darker things like being an apologist for rape & domestic violence because the perpetrator was too cool/in the right circles/a “proper” activist to boot out, leaving their victims being the one ostracised), I’m wary of people amplifying the existing problems with violence, abuse, homophobia, sexism, racism etc within those activism circles and dressing it up as resistance to fascism.
I’m not some 100% turn the other cheek pacifist, it depends on the context, as @Ruffers rightly pointed out, it’s just a path I’m very wary about.