You’re at least in my opinion 80% of Dissers for comedy. 
Seriously though… as I said to Bam in the other thread and my ATD tonight, perception is a bitch. Chances are what you feel to be real isn’t actually the same as how others perceive you. That doesn’t make it any easier ib the short term, but hopefully if over time you can at least understand it, you can come to deal with it in the medium/long term.
I should give advice when drunk more often 