Had a great time hanging out with my friend in Leeds. Quite sad/cross that ex didn’t even bother to confirm that he wasn’t coming (he really doesn’t care unless I’m in the same room as him… but he doesn’t know I’m feeling like this so I shouldn’t project too much meaning onto it. Still rude though), and keep feeling really anxious about getting trains for some reason, but only got into my own head once when I’d arrived yesterday. Didn’t get to bed til 5 so very very tired.