Mmmm deli food. Would absolutely kill to go to a deli/a cafe/anywhere more than a mile from my house. Absolutely nowhere worth going around here (unless you have the confidence to go into the woods, which I do not).
Really need to be out of this house. Absolutely cannot deal with anything here anymore and would like to be able to be able to be able to do things again without having to worry about being in the way or offending people or being misunderstood. All rhe usual stuff. Don’t even want to get out of bed tomorrow because I won’t be able to do anything worthwhile without being interfered with. Brother is being a total authoritarian dick and I hate how he treats R sometimes, without a hint of understanding of him being autistic just like me.
Probably just going to cry until I can sleep now.