So basically, my dream was that we were all together in some sort of university building or community building and everyone was really really sad, and some messages had got shared the night before. We were all staying there, and in the morning we all got kind of communed in the lecture theatre where one of the board members (I couldn’t possibly tell you) said that we all had a lot of time for two board members in particular - and weirdly enough I remember both of their usernames one was called aa (that was a man I think) and one was called payit4waad (woman) and it transpired that they had some sort of suicide pact and had both killed themselves and we were all trying to deal with the aftermath and it was really horrible, really depressing, and given that I’ve only been on the boards for like a month if that I’m wondering whether it’s a sign that I should possibly cut down my activity on here!!
All thoughts appreciated on this. Was very tentative about posting, but it’s been pretty much on my mind all day, and given I’m generally a really rational person I don’t really understand how it pervaded my dreams in this way.