it’s soooo warm here. gonna be like 33˚ tomorrow.
my new job is really stressing me out cause they expect me to be able to work a computer
generally had a really shit couple of days cause of an email my uni sent me basically telling me I’m crap and lazy. rather than replying directly to my email, my supervisor did a report for me which was entirely negative and really hostile. like the course is over but she still felt the need to send me this pure horrible report that will have absolutely no purpose now. pure pointless. like, I had managed to feel proud of myself for managing to get through the past year after having a severe anxiety disorder brought on by a traumatic experience last year that left me a lot more ill than I realised at the time. to have so many days where I was too ill to do any work, and most days where I was only able to do the absolute minimum, having to write about an essay a week, a successful phd application, get distinctions in all exams… then I still get this thing about failing to get the grades I should have been aiming for. fuck oxford.