Ah!
Not much really, iām just stressed out at work and quite tired.
But also I have this problem with my ears (still waiting for testing if I am going deaf or its something else) and iāve got into a bad habit with my bf that I just go āwhaaaaa?ā when I canāt hear with he says (usually he is mumbling or I have my back to him or iām doing something else) and he kind of snapped a bit yesterday and told me it was annoying him and I should at least change it up every now and then and say āpardon?ā or ācould you repeat that?ā.
Cause iām tired and stressed, it proper upset me and Iāve just been a bit low since.
Sounds so pathetic but iām massively worried I am going deaf or that itās like my brain isnāt getting the information from my ears quick enough as my initial reaction is to be like āwhat?ā but soon as what has come out of my mouth, my brain knows what he has said. He doesnāt get this and is just like āyouāre not going deaf, donāt be stupidā THEN WHY YOU KEEP MOANING THAT I SAY WHAT ALL THE TIME grrrr