Ah!
Not much really, i’m just stressed out at work and quite tired.
But also I have this problem with my ears (still waiting for testing if I am going deaf or its something else) and i’ve got into a bad habit with my bf that I just go “whaaaaa?” when I can’t hear with he says (usually he is mumbling or I have my back to him or i’m doing something else) and he kind of snapped a bit yesterday and told me it was annoying him and I should at least change it up every now and then and say “pardon?” or “could you repeat that?”.
Cause i’m tired and stressed, it proper upset me and I’ve just been a bit low since.
Sounds so pathetic but i’m massively worried I am going deaf or that it’s like my brain isn’t getting the information from my ears quick enough as my initial reaction is to be like “what?” but soon as what has come out of my mouth, my brain knows what he has said. He doesn’t get this and is just like “you’re not going deaf, don’t be stupid” THEN WHY YOU KEEP MOANING THAT I SAY WHAT ALL THE TIME grrrr