i am so bored in this job. it’s the kind of boredom that causes an actual ache, deep in your soul. the boredom of knowing you are wasting your life doing this shit. it makes you feel stressed and you contemplate injuring yourself deliberately so you don’t have to be here. boredom so bad that after an hour you feel like you’re in a waking coma, and your brain has turned to mud, and it’s impossible to feel anything because you are so numb, save for the soul crushing irritation caused by the people around you. when the boredom manifests as horrified nausea, because you know can’t leave for X amount of hours but your mind can’t possibly take another second of this. boredom at the atomic, molecular level, where seconds and minutes seem like gigantic mountains you have to climb over only to find another gigantic mountain waiting for you. jesus fucking christ.